Things I’ve Learned   Leave a comment

I’ve learned that people will Lie to Me about Questions I ask when they don’t want to Hurt my Feelings.

I’ve accepted that I am not the best Mom in the World Like I thought I was.

I’ve learned that I suck at Playing the Dad Role.

I’ve learned that I Often Annoy People who I Love even though I’ve never felt that way about them.

I’ve learned that Nobody will ever be Proud of Me no Matter how hard I try and no Matter what I do.

I’ve learned that Certain people I Love Deeply and Unconditionally think of me as a Whore.

I’ve learned that it’s not ok to ask for Help from Anyone Without it later being Thrown back in Your Face and Used against you.

I’ve learned that Nothing I do or Say will ever be good enough for anyone Because just being Me upsets people.

I’ve learned that I do not need a Man in my Life to Make me Happy Because My Children are My Happiness.

I’ve learned that People can be Fake No Matter where they are or How you Communicate with Them.

I’ve learned that the More Bad I Hear about what Others think of Me that I Close up Even More Each Time.

I’ve learned that Others Don’t Care how I Feel Because I am Insignificant In this World.

I’ve learned that there is no such thing as True Friendship.

I’ve learned That I No Longer Believe in Marriage.

I’m Learning that the Less People I have Active in my Life that the Less I’ll Let anyone down which is a good thing to have Learned for the Future.

I’ve learned that there are few people in this world who see it’s true Beauty as I do.

I’ve learned that I am the one who can be Friendly to Many Yet Friends with None.

I’ve learned that nobody truly knows how heart broken I truly am nor do they want to.

I’ve learned that people don’t have Faith in me and often feel as though they have to try and help out of pity or sorrow.

I’ve learned that somehow I end up being the Bad Guy even when I’m not Involved.

I’ve learned how to Adjust to Being Lonely.

I’ve learned that I am just One Person in this world and there are always others who have it worse and better than me.

I’ve learned that apparently it’s alright for others to judge people but when I do it all  Hell Breaks Loose.

I’ve learned that I don’t know how to make people Happy like I thought I did Which at times Causes me to Question if I’m a Good Person or not.

I’ve learned that my Star in the Sky that I’ve wished upon for so long must be Broken because my Wishes never come True.

I’ve almost convinced myself that Dreams are Nothing more than Illusions and Almost Never Come True.

I’ve learned How to Feel Alive. It’s when People try to take it away from me that they don’t realize it’s like Pulling the Plug on My Life Support.

I’ve learned that I’ve Failed Many People.

I’ve learned not to Try to be Perfect Because it is Impossible.

I’ve learned that I shut people out when things go wrong in order for me to regain my own strength and Self Motivation.

I’ve learned that Yelling always makes things worse.

I’ve learned that writing myself off as worthless is an act of great violence towards myself.

I’ve learned that we are all hypocrites.

I’ve learned that Words are immensely powerful. One cruel remark can wound someone for life.

I’ve learned that Anyone can be calmed in an instant by looking at the ocean or the stars even if it’s in a Magazine.

 

(I’ll be adding more to this)

Posted July 2, 2011 by carlamccoy

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